2o mini-capítulo do livro em inglês :D

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(In the funeral)
Ok, and if I told you that I’m in a funeral right now and the reason why Tanya was crying was because her father died, you would think that I’m insensitive? Cause that’s how I’m feeling right now: Guilty! A big amount of guilt, from a cold , dark and bottomless heart. But at the same time, how could I ever have imagined the situation? I mean, she is forever crying. Besides, that was the first time I didn’t listen to her and run away. She really thought I had to work or something, but still, I feel like a monster. And now I’m sitting here alone, with people crying all around me. I really want to escape, but if I do escape, my amount of guilt will definitely grow and I’ll have to do poverty help works. How long do I have to be here? I mean, I don’t know anybody, apart from Tanya, but now she is more in a mood to cry and hug people than to talk to me.